today is a rather SHITTY day.
David is feeling a bit shitty tonight too.
hmms.
whats wrong ? i dont know.

but nw, i dont think that i should feel shitty.
why ? cause i just had a bath,
and i think i smell PRETTY NICE. (:
lalalas. using NEW SHAMPOO ! x) love it.
i love smelling nice, who doesnt ?? hahas.


met up with David in the afternoon at amk mos.
shared table with Jane and Sherfeng.
talked alot before leaving.
we were trying to act stupid at mos burger. =x

in the evening,
went to meet up with my relatives at eastcoast !
had some dinner stuffs.
is sth to do with what UFM 100.3 thing.
i didn't eat alot, the food is not nice AT ALL. =x
kept drinking hot tea.
had gastric before that cause i didnt had my lunch.
its like so darn PAIN !!!! gosh.

talked alot with my dearest eldest cousin !
i love her to the core ! (:
things she say makes sense and is so darn FUNNY.
lalala. i love her i love her i love her.
my cousin, my sister and i were talking about boyfriends today.
SO FUNNY CAN !!
we were like laughing the whole night !!
went to seat by the beach and talked. super windy.
but too bad there werent any stars tonight.. =(
my cousin love gonggong people ! just like her. hahas.
she say if next time we dont like him must tell her,
then she make him until we're satisfy. xDDDDD lamee.

alrighty ! (:
my cousin just rock.
we were also saying,
we were bonded by this relationship we have -- as COUSINS.
and we were wondering,
if we're not cousins, we dont think we'll be friends at all. =x
THANK GOD FOR BLESSING ME WITH SUCH A NICE COUSIN. (:

my cousins concluded that the starting of a relationship,
is like the starting of a nightmare. LOL.
hmms, well !
now, i'll just concentrate my love on God !
i should stay away from BGR for some time i guess.
unless !!!!!!!

A REALLY CUTE AND NICE GUY APPEAR.
but i doubt so. hahas. ^o^


but during this time,
i just want to work on the friendships i have. (:
YAY !

*and i really think i smell super nice now. xP*



i'll reveal ****e* to you on the day i turn fifteen. (:
please dont get a shock alright ?
and i'm still free on that day. LOL.
i'm wishing for something that i guess will NEVER happen. LOL.
oh well. xP blahs `

and i'm getting a hair-cut tmr ! ^o^
with elaine !
and maybe pool with ziwei after that. YAY.


smelling nice. <3

got to know some stuffs that i dont like !
but i should nt be jealous.
YES.

i should nt be affected at all right;

oh well. i should shut up. (:

ahhs !!!

just checked the movies that are showing and coming soon !

so many nice movies that i wna watch !!!

flight plan seems nice !!!

**
and the no 1 on my list is

JUST LIKE HEAVEN !!!

out on 10nov. (:
it's like a love comedy !!!! i love lovey dovey shows ! ^o^
gna drag people to watch with me,
lalu said she will watch with me on my birthday "celebration". YAY !!

next next,

HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE !!

they say it involves some black magic or sth. =x
but oh well. i'm gna find people to watch it with me !!!


came across this movie titled "Dragon Squad"
i think cindy will wna watch,
why? cause got her favourite VANNESS WU. (:

hahas. and they are showing
"HOUSE OF WAX" (R21)
UNCENSORED VERSION. =xx


oh oh !
lalu and david said they wna watch
"THE EXORCISM OF EMILY ROSE"
lalu say that this show will haunt you for 3 months after you watch it.
hmms. if i go, i guess i wont be watching !
most prob i'll be hiding behind someone's back. xD
those who watched horror show with me before will understand. LOL.


okays !
i'm gna find people to watch movies with me !

in search of my MOVIE PARTNER ! ^o^

MORNING ~~~~~


the sun is so nice. but, where is the sun ? =x
















i woke up like SOOOOO early can !
i planned to wake up at 11am !
i even asked David to give me morning call !!
in the end how ??
i woke up like hmms. 8.45am ?
grrrs ` i wna sleep ! >=(

going out for BRUNCH with David at amk central ?
he's catching a movie, most prob flightplan.
i wna watch ! but i'm meeting up with my friend. =/
so I CAN'T.
anw, its the end of the month, i'm like sooooo BROKE. xP


at night at night at night.
yuppers ! good nice and GREAT food. ^o^
i gna eat as much as i can ! and grow FAT FAT FAT. xP

but now,
i'm so hungry. =( no food at home !
one week, i'm gna go shopping for food.
and lock myself at home for one week !
it's ONE WHOLE WEEK !
doing NOTHING !
except eating, sleeping, eating, sleeping. (:
i confirm grow fat yes ? but i dont have the MONEY. hees.


alrighty !
many of my friends are having their O levels now.
i pray that they are able to make it through. (:
YAY !

cya ! x(__)x


i'm so in love. <3 ****e*

YAY ! my parents are asleep !
so here i am BLOGGING ! ^o^

i'm so MOTIVATED to bring people to know the lord !
all thanks to my dearest friend, DAVID !
ever since he said he will attend my church next Saturday,
i'm gna bring all my close friends to know the lord. (:
Lester promised me to attend my church after his O levels,
*but i doubt he's FREE`~~~~*


yupps !!! (:
tmr gna have good food with my relatives ! ^o^
YAY.
gna grow FAT FAT and FAT.

tuition was boring today.
i dont understand a single bit.
argghs. forget it. i'll read up ltr.

i guess i was practically slacking throughout the whole tuition.
i wasnt even doing the question.
i was READING THE BIBLE. x)
hahas. i'm done with MARK !
i'm reading on Genesis. (:
Lester said i should read on how the world was created.
INTERESTING YOU KNOW. ^o^
after that then read on Luke.

yupps.
thought of some stuffs before going to bed yesterday.

maybe i should just let God lead the way for me.
as anything happens, God must have reasons to it. (:
i leave it all to Him. yes i will.
i should stop pondering,
i should stop wondering,
i should stop everything.


YAY !
i'm sleepy. =x


* to . on my tag-board,
i'm not blogging as if it was his fault.
hmms, maybe you should be ME for one day,
you can understand what i'm thinking and what i'm feeling.
to make it clear,
I NEVER FIND THAT ITS HIS FAULT.

but i've decided to leave it all to God;
bear no grudges.

YAY YAY YAY `

i just realised,
actually most of my post,
only the FIRST post of the day is like more "readable"

alright !
i'm super happy !
my dear pigs are coming over to my house ltr ! ^o^
love them sooooo much.
knowing that i was grounded, they are coming over ! yay !

really brightens up my day !
cause my day was rather boring.
eating, sleeping, eating, sleeping.
but i'll gain weight yes ? ^o^
cause i lose 2kg in that 2mths, which was rather STUPID.
=(( hahas. alright, i'll wait for my dear pigs to arrive. YAY !


i believe that everything was NOT a lie.

Deeply In Love

In my life, You've heard me say I love You
How do I show You it's true
Hear my heart it longs for more of You
I've fallen deeply in love with You

You have stolen my heart
I'm captivated by You
Never will You and I part
I've fallen deeply in love with You

You and I together forever
Nothing can stand in the way
My love for You grows stronger each new day
I've fallen deeply in love with You

didn't went for service today,
faith called me in the morning,
she said she will pray for me. (: thanks.
and she said the bible writes "honour your parents"
so okay ~~


slept at 4plus yesterday.
=x SORRY !! hahas.
but thanks for lending me your EARS. (:

was scolded in the morning by my father.
but throughout the whole conversation, i was keeping quiet.
dont talk better. or else more and more mistakes.
ate my breakfast which was rather horrible,
*AND I CANNOT REMEMBER TO SAY GRACE*

after that, locked myself in my room,
and had QUIET TIME !
praying that my mom will let me go for service next week.
as well as for camp. (:
prayed for some other stuffs which was rather affecting me.
gave some serious thinking and reflections,
and hope that everything will be over soon.
i know God wont disappoint me. ^o^

You heard their cries for help and saved them.
They put their trust in you and were never disappointed.
Psalm 22:5

i slept like nobody business today !
woke up at 10plus, called my mom if she allows me to go for service,
she said no, i went back to sleep until 11plus.
woke up, had breakfast,
had Quiet time, and slept.
xPP hees.

oh ya oh ya !
i repainted my toe nails ! (:
i didn't paint them blue again. hahas.
i paint them glittering pink.
but nt quite visible. =x my fingers too. xP

yups.
this should be my entry.
cya.


the determination of yours,
to never come back to me,
why must you be like that ?
it's so different from the you* i once know.
he was never like this before. never

hello.
here to drop a short entry. (:
i've just realised,
i can actually still blog,
cause it's the HOLIDAYS now ? yes yes ?
i can sleep for more than 12hrs with no one bugging me. YAY.
hahas. ^o^ alright, need to do housework soon.
friday = housewife day

yesterday before i went to bed,
i had Quiet Time with God. (:
i was telling Him how bad were my days,
and i know, He actually knows.
i told Him to help me thru and tell me what to do.
after that,
i went to have some bible reading.
as i was about to close the bible,
i decided to read another paragraph.

and i came across this verse,

Mark 11 : 24

"Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours."

this verse really made me SLEEP in peace. (:
believing that i've received it. ^o^ i will.
i'll have faith. (: thanks alot.


i'll pray for you*,
to be able to get thru any problems you have.
although i won't know if you have any,
i just feel that you are having some now.
you might not have, but i'll still pray for you*

currently, encountering loads of problems,
or obstacles.
i'm seriously affected by what is happening around me.

my results,
real lousy.
as in REALLY LOUSY ?

my mom really flared up yesterday night when i show her the results.
i ended up crying in my room the whole night.
and the reality,

i'm grounded.

i cant go where i want now,
i cant get my camera,
the worst,
I CANT GO FOR SERVICE.

how saddening is that !
i claim it to be the "HAPPIEST" day of my week !
and my mom dont wna let me go ?
i hate her.


all i can do now is pray pray and pray.
there's so many things going thru my mind now,
so many problems come one after another.

yesterday, i was thinking of you* when i was in my room.
i use to tell you the problems i've encounter in my family.
you used to be there for me SOOOOO much.
being there with me to go thru everything.
and now,
i don't even know where are you,
so much i wna tell you how i felt yesterday night.
but the words that came into my mind was,
"i can't i can't i can't, he dont even care".

more to come,
i dont even have my phone.
it was confiscated by my mom.
argghs. everything is crashing on me ! >=(
i'll have faith in God. (:
but somehow, i wish that you were still there for me today.

*another thing,
i'm not suppose to use the computer, i'm banned.
but my parents are asleep. xP
i'll go off once i've post this entry. (:*


my eyes are swollen !
and i'm going back to school to get some stuffs too.
^o^ yay` bored. =.=

i scratched my wound today countless of times !
the pain is unbearable. =x hahas.

anw, krissy made my day today. (: thanks.

***

no matter how sad u r..
no matter how lonely u r..
when u find urself in the darkness..
remember..
im always here for u..
i love u

reading this, always makes me feel as if you* are there for me, thinking of this never fails to make me cry. hahas. thanks.

***

i hope everything will be alright soon.
please please please.

reached home at about 9pm.
super tired !!!
had netball inter-house` finally !! ^o^

had like 4 matches today !
against commitment, integrity, creativity and compassion.

won one,
draw one,
lose two.

hahas. i played shooter !!! ^o^
and super tiring !!! ran like some idiot.
during one of the match,
I FELL !
my right leg have an wound ! i'll post it on ltr. hahs.

**

bowling at tampinese safra today.
super fun !!! (:
SECOND RUNNER-UP okay !!
hahahas.

**

tomorrow have a few more matches.
i super tired now ! feel like sleeping.
and i can't attend caregroup tomorrow.. =((
hope can change to friday. =/

and ..

I MISS MY CAREGROUP PEOPLE !!!


_____________________


i know i have to get use to this life w/o you.
and i'm trying my best !
although i still seem a little weird,
but i think i'll get used to it over time yes ?
hmms..
just wondering,
you've gotten used to it already yes ?
i think so. hahas.

Love is not possession. right ?
but it'll be btr if i can. alright,
hope to be talking to you like how we used to.
but i doubt so. cause you dont even wna talk to me.
it's such a pity.

_____________________


at least we're fated to know one another,
and have a beautiful memory
just between the both of us.

i'm sleepy.

it's a must to go to school tomorrow ! =(
boring..
tomorrow having BOWLING.
i hope i won't fall down. =x

**
having inter-house netball tomorrow.
it got postponed today`again.
due to the stupid weather.

when i went there,
it was raining like the sky hated us.
but after it was cancelled,
and i was on the bus home,
the sky was blue with white fluffy clouds !!!

so irritating right ?!
hahas. i got drench from head to toe lah .
(even when i'm in the shelter)
i think i'm getting sick soon. =xx

**

i saw the trailer for "The legend of Zorro"
it was super nice !
and that was the show david had free tickets for ! >=(

**

having caregroup tomorrow !
i wna go !!! but there's netball inter-house.
how how how !
hmms. i hope it rains tomorrow !
the i can go for caregroup !!

FAITH the COW. owe me and michelle a whacking.
(: hees. i'm sure we'll make it a memorable one ! =p
dont worry faith !!


okay, i have to wake up early AGAIN.
hmms. wondering what ms zaiton will say tomorrow.
=/ need to give letter. boring.


something is missing.

God, i need You more than anything now.

i hate my mom when she always used church as an excuse.
i hate her when she start interfering everything with church.
why must she ALWAYS do that ?
why can't i just have a more understanding mother.
is that too much to ask for ?

she always thinks she right.
fine.
you're right. i'm ALWAYS wrong !

i'm so afraid that
you're saying it's over
the last thing
that i wna hear
but if your heart's
not in it for real
pls don't try t fake
what you don't feel
if love's alr gone
it's not fair
to lead me on
cus i wld give
the whole world for you
anythg you ask of me i'd do
but i won't ask you to stay
i'd rather walk away
if your heart's not in it
you say that
you love me
but baby sometimes
you're just saying the words
if you've got
somethin' to tell me
don't keep it inside
let it be heard

cus


i love you

`March05.




many things i only discoved till now.
so maybe when it's over,
i'll then understand. it's not fair.

something is seriously wrong with me.

i feel so sick now.
feel like vomiting , and i dont feel well.

argghs. going to school soon.
bored`.
tried calling my mum,
but she didn't pick up. =/

***

no matter wad happens..
juz noe tt..

I Love You

,,


no matter how sad u r..
no matter how lonely u r..
when u find urself in the darkness..
remember..
im always here for u..
i love u


no matter how we toss the dice..we're meant to be

May`05
*

i guess everything and everyone will change.

DIE DIE DIE !!!!

i didn't went to school today.
and what.
my form teacher called my mom !
i totally forgot that i have to call school ! =x

i was awaken by phoebe's call.
then my sister called me saying that i have to call my mom.
cause my form teacher called her.
and even told her my results were lousy.
=(
i'm like so darn scared now !!!! argghs.

nevermind !! i need to face the music anyway..
i'm just wondering what my mom told ms zaiton when she asked why i didn't went to school.
cause i told my mom "games only, don't have to go, cause very boring"
what if she told that to her ? =xx

oh well ! i'm gna call her SOON.
cya ! =/

and many didn't went to school today !
elaine, xueting, jocelyn and david ! hahas.

okay ! it's 2.55 AM now !
i'm going to sleep by 3 AM ! (:

i was like the SOLO person online ?
and blah`
went to friendster,
and friendster WASN'T lagging !
SO FUN okay! (:
went to delete all those "friends" who i dont even know.
i used to accept people w/o even looking.
=x and guess what.

a total of 320 "friends".
and i deleted 150 people !
hahas.
now, it's left with 170 people !
SO FUN alright ! ^o^

okay ! i'm off ! cya people !



I LOVE THE WHOLE WORLD. xP

*and i'm hungry*

HELLO !!! ^o^
this will be my FIRST entry for the day..
yay !!! cause it's after 12 !!! (:

i'm so addicted to blog for like nothing ?
my post are like stupid and dumb and meaningless ?
hahas. but it's alright yes ???
if you love it, read it. or else, close it.

i'm nt going to school tomorrow ! YAY ??
blahs. i don't feel like waking up tomorrow.
hmms. i shall have a really long Quiet Time with God tonight.
since i'm like SOOOO free;
hees.

heard from cindy that we're getting back report slips tmr. =/
but i'm not going to school. i'll ask someone get it for me.
(:

alrighty ! i shall continue staring at the screen.
night people ! or morning .

yippie. ^o^
i'm so happy with myself !

why ???




cause...





I ATE SUPPER ! ^o^ yay !!
totally rock alright .


it all started because i was feeling so darn BORED ?
i'm talking to no one online.
so i went to the kitchen to find stuffs to munch on.
and i came across this packet of MAGGIE MEE !
tomyam flavour. it was all i needed.

i cooked !!!
and it was DAMN SPICY !!!
i almost died sweating. =x
but really made my day. (: haha.


alrighty..
netball inter-house tomorrow.
i hope it doesn't rain.
i want to get this over with. (:

lalala.


cya people !
currently watching america next top model !
blahs `

OKAY !! this is my SIX-th entry for the day.

i'm so darn PISSED with my parents !
they make me feel like scolding F*** YOU !
but.. i should stop using vulgarities. xD

just thought of something.
i feel as if me and my good friends are drifting apart.
maybe that applies only to me.
but ya, i just feel this way.
we don't talk as much as before and it's so different now.

forget it. nobody cares.
i should just shut up.

i just came back from opposite !
went to buy dinner for my sister ` as usual.
and i didn't get myself sth !
i don't know what to eat !!! =xx
how is my gaining weight project help if this goes on ? =/

went to seven-eleven,
planning to get michelle a chocolate bar.
cause i told her i'm gna bless her with one. xD
but i forgot if she eats nuts or not. =xx
michelle ! tag my board and tell me ! haha. ^o^

i have learnt not to let my emotions get over me. (:

right now,
thinking again..
FRIENDS are all i need now right ?
hahas. no rush for BGR now. i guess.
but if a MR NICE pops by,
why not ? LOL. xP
but i doubt so. lalala.

thinking about my birthday,
i'm getting so many birthday treats. ^o^

my sister's so-called boyfriend,
is treating me to Oriental Hotel for dinner ! or lunch`

jonas is giving me a birthday treat.
at the market. =.=
well, btr than NOTHING ! (:

gna have dinner with my relatives at eastcoast !!
on the 31st OCT ! ^o^
celebrate my birthday i guess. xP

last ! my papa treating my family to some seafood !
i saw the menu ! damn rocks ! ^o^
as a birthday treat for me !
yuppers !

at this rate i'm going, i'm gna grow FAT FAT FAT !!! ^o^

oh ! the blogger thing change back to brown ! UGLY.
hahas.

alright, NOW, I'M PISSED !
i mean like, REAL PISSED alright ?

i've planned it all to get my camera tomorrow.
in the end how ??

MY FATHER SAY PUT THE CAMERA ON HOLD.
why ?
cause he said my attitude is bad.
arrggghss !!
it was like that time i was so irritated by my mom ?
then i replied in a SLIGHTLY louder voice ?
grrrs`.

i don't care ! >=(
i'm gna have a debate with my father ltr !
i'm getting the camera no matter what .
stupid.

david asked if i can go for a movie tomorrow,
cause his mom have free tickets.
hmms. gna ask my mom ltr.
PRAY hard that i'll be able to go !
cause it have been like AGES since i caught a movie ?
hmms. the last movie i caught was like 2mths go ?

pheww`


another thing !
i'm used to say "say seriously arh, blahblahblah~~"
and i was saying that the other day and david corrected me.
he said it was suppose to be "seriously" only.
not SAY SERIOUSLY.
"say seriously" is like a direct translation of "shou zhen de"
xP hee. alright !



omg !!! there was this news,
of a sicko who goes around torturing stray dogs.
why does such people exist ?
are they like SICK IN THE MIND !?
=.= i wonder.
stupid. hahas.

alrighty ! i wna bathe !!! xP
lalala. BYE !

ahhh !!! why is my blogger thing BLUE ?!?!
hahas. but i don't mind. my favourite colour ! ^o^

argghs. i tried to sleep !
but i just can't seem to get myself into lala land ! =xx
so here i am ! dropping another entry ~

guess i'm taking a shower after i post this !
and hmms..
how to make my day more productive ??
i know !!
i'll do some bible reading. ^o^
i've completed John and Matthew,
now, i'm on to MARK ! lalala.

okie dokie ! super hot nw !
i think it's because of the humid weather.
stupid. one more thing..

I'M HUNGRY.

and there's no food at home. =(

alright ! i need a shower now !
i'm sweating like some idiot. =x

cya people !

cuddles ! =D !

woke up at 10plus today..
cause i had to go to school for netball inter-house.
left my house at 11.30am and reached school at 12plus.

went to canteen,
lester, pris, jacinda and puiman were there.
sat down and talked to them !
enjoyed myself sooooo much ! ^o^
confirm miss them like hell `!! and you* too. (:

stayed back for netball interhouse.
in the end,
due to the bad weather,
it was CANCELLED !!!!
wasted ny day there. i could have sleep much longer !
but on second thought,
i've been wasting my time just slacking all the way. =/

hmms. class chalet postponed !
postponed to 27 28 29 DECEMBER ! =.= goshh ~
neverminds ! (:

right now,
i just feel like taking a warm shower,
and SLEEP !
call me a PIG for all you want ~ xP

looking forward to caregroup this week ! YAY ~
just love my caregroup people ! ^o^

and i'm on a project to GAIN WEIGHT !
get FAT ! ^o^

last thing, i have a good hair-day today. hahas.
CYA people ! blog more ltr !

SO SORRY PEOPLE !
this is like my 6th or 7th entry ??
i just can't stop blogging. =x
cause i have NOTHING to do !!!
i'm like staring at the blank screen with background music.
pathetic huh ?

okok, i'm here to like drop an announcement !!

there's inter-house netball tomorrow !
come down and support okay ?
best is support yellow house ! ^o^

why?
cause it's MY HOUSE ! =p ggeez.

came across this in friendster !! (:

ways to please girls !!
so GUYS ! listen up ! hahas.


1. Hugs from behind. (:
2. Grab her hand when y'all walk next to each other.
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her. (so sweet yes?) (:
5. DONT FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING.
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her Honestly.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. ^o^
9. be super sweet to her
10. Pick her over ur friends.. no matter what.even if your friends call u pussy whipped.
11. comfort her when she cries. (that is nice)
12. love her with all your heart. **
13. Pick her up and flirt with her.
14. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her).

i love those that i bold !
cuddles cuddles and more cuddles ! ^o^
be SUPER sweet ~
and COMFORT her when she cries.
girls really need someone there for her when she's like down ?!
*that applies to me =x i dno if it applies to the others*
pt.12 , love her with all your heart. isn't that a MUST ? hmms.
pt.14, i dont really care. =x

YAY ! my boyfriend in years to come,
MUST love to cuddle me. xP

i'm here for my "dno how many" entry for the day.

Gabriel said my entries sounds like a depression blog !
=.= GOSH ~ hahs.



i learnt that once it's over,
it's REALLY over.
i should not think too much,
as it will do me no good.


cuddles !
when i'm down, and i get a cuddle,
i'll feel so happy ! ^o^

cuddles. cuddles. cuddles. cuddles. cuddles

i miss you ..

arghhs ` !

i'm feeling "OH SO NOT ALRIGHT" now !
don't ask me why !
have this WEIRD feeling all of a sudden.
like something is gna happen,
or something is missing from my life.

WHY ARH ! >=(


its not all about me alone; its you too.

today, is a very LAZY day for me !
i woke up at about 1 plus,
played a little computer, had lunch.
and guess what ?!
i went back to sleep at 3plus and slept all the way till now ?

since when did i turn out to be a PIG !? =x
argghs.

tomorrow is monday,
and tomorrow,
i'm not going to school ! >=(


***
to you*:

i guess actually,
i didn't change your life at all ?
actually, you didn't really like me like how you've said.
actually, it's all not like what it seems to be right ?
i'm so lost at times.
does it have to end up this way ?

it's you actually.
it's you.
cause i know i don't want it to end up this way.

it has been two months since i really got to see you.
you don't really care yes ?
cause i guess you have already forgotten who am i.

it's all about you.
you have it.
you got it.
you have the answer to everything.

***

YAY ! finally ! (:
i got to sleep more that 12 hours before i woke up ! ^o^
so fun !!! i'm gna do that more often.
i think i'm turning into a pig ? GET FAT ! hahs.

slept at super late yesterday ! at around 1 plus !
was so lazy to wake up today. YAY !

i'm super bored`
wondering who to find on monday. =/
everyone is going to school.
and i wna catch a movie !!! =xx

forget it. i'll blog ltr ! cya !

i'm here for one entry before i sleep ! (:

was so bored, then lester asked me if i'm good in minesweeper. so, oh well, we played.
lester was like SUPER PRO lah ! he won dno how many rounds.
=x whereas me, LOUSY.
but i went to read the instructions.
and i finally understand !! ^o^
*sheryl is getting cleverer and cleverer ! *

bathe, and came back playing !
and.. and.. and..

I WON ! ^o^

most prob is because he can't concentrate. =.=
but NEVERMIND lah ! i win can already.


i'm trying to make my life as interesting as possible. (:
my birthday is like SOOOOOOO long away.
why can't it be like tomorrow?

gna have CLASS CHALET !!!
at Sentosa ! sun tan sun tan ! here i come ! xD
on the 16 - 18 of nov i think ! (: never clash on Saturday !!

next, MY BIRTHDAY !!!!
no big deal right ? whatever ~ hahs.

somemore, CHURCH CAMP !!!!
most prob i can go,
i'll go down on my knees if my mom dont wna let me go. =xx

more more? TAIWAN !!!
taiwan trip !! yays ! totally love it.
shop till i drop ?!

in search of my MOVIE PARTNER !
^o^ i wna catch HARRY POTTER !!
coming out on the 17th november ! =(
the day i have chalet.. can't catch it immediately.

LAST ! boyfriend hunt with my girlfriends !
cause we're all single now. BLAHS~





just joking !
i don't want any other boyfriend now.
or i'll be cheating on him. LOL.

one more thing !
post-exam activities !
monday to wednesday. i'm not attending.
can't find anyone to accompany me. =(
if you're not going to school, call me kay? (:

monday - drama.
*most prob i'll fall asleep*
tuesday - social etiqutte (did i spelt it wrongly?)
*most prob i'll fall down*
wednesday - bowling
*most prob i'll roll myself down the lan*


okays, my post shall stop here.
i'm damn tired ! *yawnsss*



chewing on a cucumber. xP

LALA LALA
LALA LALA
ELMO's WORLD.
LALA LALA
LALA LALA
ELMO's WORLD !


iwantyou and onlyyou!

just had dinner !!
my daddy cooked today.
i'm like only HALF-FULL.
cause i dont feel like eating till i'm choking. (:

service was fun as usual !
but faith and chee kwun werent there..
no faith to bully. =(
hahas.

during the worshipping today,
i suddenly realise something.
the meaning of letting go.
i don't know why lah.
i was suddenly enlighten. (:
it cannot be described but it just happened suddenly.
maybe it's God's word or something.
or maybe it's the holy spirit talking to me.
blah ` guess you won't wna know more. hahs.
i still wna say, i was really very relief after that. ^o^


but i'll still wonder at times,
are we meant to be ?

i'm here for another short short entry. xD

cause i'm like early ???
and i have some time to spare ! YAY !
hmms. leaving at 10.45am,
gna go popular to get some stuffs before taking the mrt down. (:

yuppers.
after deciding what camera to buy,
i have another problem.
should i get white or black?
cause my sister wants white.
and i sort of want black.

how !?!
but the black one can see fingerprints.
so hmms...
i should get the white one.
i GUESS. =xx

alrighty ! im going off.
cya !


i wonder, are you happier w/o me ?

morninggg !!!! *yawns*

i actually set the alarm in my phone at like 9.30am.
but the in-build alarm in me woke me up at like 8.45am !!!
45 mins of sleep !! >=(

i can't get back to sleep,
so i'm here to drop a post ! (:
yays ~

gna have service ltr.
YAY !
super excited already. hahas. ^o^
*OUCH ! a stupid small ant just bite me!*
meeting up with michelle and chee kwun at the station ltr.
(: i just love people from my caregroup. (:

***

camera time ! (:
i'm gna get the BLACK one. nikon S1.
^o^ excited excited excited !
then i can take load of pictures and post them HERE ?
blahs ~ i'll see about that ! YAY ~

okok. i chose nikon because of the optical zoom ! yupps!

im hungry now.
i wna dig some food and doll myself up !
hahas. lame ~ doll. =.=
anw, where should i go after service today ??
hmms. oh well. decide ltr !


***

sorry for colourless. im too hungry ! cya ! (:

i just feel like blogging out of a sudden.
i have so much kept inside, so much to say,
but i don't know how to put it.
i know that you feel absolubly nothing for me,
and i'm sorry that i still have something for you.

i thought i was over it,
it was only a few days ago, i realised,
everything did not end so quickly for me.
i miss you once again.

yesterday night,
i couldn't get to sleep..
then i thought about us,
how did we even end up being like this now.
maybe thats what you want.
but that is not what i want for sure.

so much i wna hug you so darn tight,
but i know i can't anymore yes?
when i am feeling so lost out of a sudden,
how i wish you were there for me..
like how you said you will be for me in the past.
and now, i know you will never be there for me anymore.

there is so much that i wna say to you,
no more chance will be given to me already right?
but still,
through this experience,
through this setback i have,
i have learnt alot from it.
i've learnt how to be determine,
i've learnt how childish i was in the past.
i've learnt from mistakes i've made.
i've learnt alot.

even though many have asked me to give up,
and that everything i'm doing is just wasting my time,
i'm waiting. no matter what.
you're worth me waiting for.
i may sound stubborn, but i dont want everything to end up like this.

you may have forgotten me,
but i will never. i'll make sure.

you were, you are, you will be.

if we're meant to be, we will right?
thats what you've said.
so are we or are we not ?

hello !! (:

came home and did some housework,
then went all the way to amk to meet up with david.
accompany him to NSC.
took bus 124 to orchard,
on the way there, there was this little boy sitting infront of us !
and we decided to talk to him. ^o^
he don't seemed like a Singaporean to me. oh well.
he loves chocolate ! hahas.
we asked for his name, and he said in a real SLANG tone?
"JUG" and i assumed that his name is "JACK" (:

had lunch at pasta mania in cine.
i was super full ! then we made our way to sim lim square.
to get the model and prices of my camera !
super rocks. finally got settled down with 2 models !
and i need comments from you people !!! (:

^1st model^

click !

*cost $522*


^2nd model^

click !

*cost $502* i like the black one.

i think im gna get myself the black one ! so how?


how i wish you were there for me,
but i know you will never be.

; barely hanging on

i'm bored.
so i'm here for another entry. (:

i'm currently receiving loads of photos from elaine !
on 3/3 steamboat.
and i realised that.. I TOOK ALOT OF PHOTOS !
=xxx hahas. didn't expect to have to many.
xP neverminds. (:

tomorrow !!
gna get back scripts !!
worried, scared and excited. =x
hahahahahas. how how how ?
God, i don't wna fail. ):

i'm addicted to mentos.
like when i'm really down or stuffs,
i'll just pop one mentos into my mouth.
so ya, if you're nice, bless me with mentos.
i will love you to many bits. (:
grape flavour please. ^o^

many stuffs running through my mind now,
SO MUCH !
my brain wants to rest. =x
it's gna break-down soon. LAME.
i wna go to the beach !! who wna accompany me?
ohh`. i know. hahas. SECRET. =pPp

how i wish i can talk to you,
but i know i can't. anymore.

i'm up from my nap..

you* came into my mind again.
i don't know why, but it's happening..

i start to wonder,
have you forgotten me?
did you even miss me?
cause i know i've missed you.

i keep on having this uncertain feeling.
and this feeling is getting stronger and stronger each day.
i'm rather helpless about it.


please God, tell me what to do.
i still dont wna give up just like that.

he ys ! im back to post 3 pictures ! ^o^

** all taken at RC ** (:


me and michelle !


me and michelle again !! with guihao at the back !! =D


NED ! (: michelle, guihao, siew luan and ME ! ^o^


okays ! thats all. cya !

y0zz`!! (:

woke up by tiantian's call this morning ! =x
was asked to wake up and go to her house..
cause we were suppose to discuss about the 3/3 chalet. (:
encountered loads of problems as most people have camp.
so yahs.. tomorrow discuss with the class.
and i'm sure God will let this go smoothly ! (:
we were discussing whether to have it at sentosa or pasir ris !

in my point of view, i prefer sentosa.
first of all, it's cheaper,
and it's like much bigger? i think..
there are 3 beach there ! (: sun tann ! ^o^
actually, its not far !
it's like the same as pasir ris ! really !

so yah ! but pasir ris like also very good leh..
cause in the middle of the night can run to cheers and buy food. ^o^

yupps yupps !! alrighty.
back to tiantian's house.
the maid made tuna sandwiches for us ! (: nice nice nice.
cause we're hungry. hahahas.
after that tiantian accompany xiaohui to make IC.
and i went to northpoint and meet up with faith and michelle !
had lunch at FOODCOURT !
and we went to the arcade again`to spend finish the money in the card.

saw yucong there today. he was wearing specs. =.= BLAHS ~

oh ya oh ya ! and i've decided to have this "no singlish campaign" with faith ! hahas. ^o^
why ? cause we think our english is horrible. xP


oh no ! i forgot to buy sth from popular !!!!
nevermind, i'll get it after school tomorrow. hahas. =D


i'm happy to see that you are happier now.

hey s!! (:

back from caregroup at 7plus !!
the trip took me like more than 45mins !!

caregroup was so darn fun !!! (:
i totally love my caregroup people !! (: and my shepherd.
hahahas.
led the games today,
went rather smoothly~
but i kept on screaming` xD
faith was leading another game, called "piggy"
and i was the PIG of the day. =xxx

and my unit people are nice people !!
they sang me a birthday song !
cause it was my spiritual one month birthday 2 days ago !!
(: (: (: yay ~
received cards from michelle, dehui and FAITH !!
and faith gave me a keychain too. (: thanks to all !

**

tomorrow ! what should i do..
hmms. what time should i wake up ?!
where should i have my lunch ~
BLAHS ~
i shall think about it when i wake up in the afternoon ! hahas.

**

alright ! thats all ! (:
bye !!


although the ending is not what i wanted,
but at least i tried.

GOOD AFTERNOON peeps !! xDD

i woke up at 12plus today !! yay ~! (:
hahas.
actually was irritated by this phone call.
my house phone kept on ringing and ringing.
stupid. it called thrice okay ! until i was so darn pissed,
i went to my mom's room, and as i was going to pick up the call,
my sister picked it up.
=.="

after that the person who called, *my sister's friend, LY*
msg me and apologise. hahas.
and he asked me not to be angry and he's gna give me mentos ! =D

oh yah ! i managed to go back to sleep today !
i curl myself up into a ball with my cozy blanket !
and i slept all the way till noon !

**

hees, yesterday was an interesting day,
well, i think nowadays,
my days ARE interesting. (:
hahas.
having caregroup ltr !! super excited. yippies.
=)) no school tomorrow also,
what a pleasent morning to wake up knowing there's NO SCHOOL.

had lunch at long john yesterday.
hahas. so fun ! (:
after that went to northpoint and walked around,
and we went to the arcade ! hahas.
played alot of stupid games,
then this idiot approached me. =x
i shall not brag about it, read it from michelle's (bliss) blog.
hahahahas. thanks michelle ! ^o^ for SAVING me.

**

alrighty, here are the photos ! (:


group photo !! jiyong and junrui were on the escalator. =.=


me and yeohyuan !! i think my face is pink and gna be flawless soon ! =xxx hahas. love it !!


elaine, me and yeohyuan. me and yeohyuan, suddenly got one short person ! hahahas. the height is so obvious right ?! *sorry elaine!*


the same old group ! and same old great friends ! (:


#1. jiyong, me, elaine, cindy, junrui.


#2. starting to get abit *act cute*, junrui, me, elaine, cindy, chitsian.
junrui the promoter of coke ; chitsian the promoter of chilli sauce !


#3. we cant stop acting cute ! =x but we're cute yes? LOL. =xx


*** on the way back.


#1 mrt.


#2 mrt.

; jessic. jiahui. zhixin. cindy. me. sofiah. elaine



love us ? we look shu nu. =)


the guys. stupid and childish as usual. =x

**** thats all for steamboat !! ^o^


me and michelle !! when we are at the arcade !! ^o^


michelle and me !! on the bus 857. (:

***

yays ! thats all for the post ! (:


i shouldn't even wait should i ? i'm starting to doubt.

i tried, i tried and i tried !
but i just can't alright !

















i tried my very best already,
God knows it too..
but i just can't !
















i tried to wake up late !
but i just CAN'T !!!
hahahahahas. ^o^

woke up at 9plus today,
why ?!?!?!
cause my fellow crapper MICHELLE messaged me. =x
and due to the vibration of the phone,
I WOKE UP !!!!!! >=(
i tried to roll in my blanket and cover it over my head.
but after 10secs,
i know..........
i wont be able to get back to sleep !! aahhhhhhhh ~~~~~


hmms. having lunch with michelle and some other church members staying around. but i don't know who yet. =xx so ya. northpoint northpoint northpoint '

right now, i'm seriously hungry..
i shall make my milo and eat my biscuits ! yay ! (:


lester is gayy ~~ hahas. no gf for too long ?! i'll help you pick out one of the CHIO-EST girl from fareast, and a super jie di lian one. xDDD

an interesting day for me !! yay !!
i cannot even remember that i had a history paper this morning !!

went town and meet up with tiantian,
bought 3 things from town !! (:

a white skirt,
a blue nail polish,
and a cross necklace !!

(i shall post the pictures tmr)


i sort of regret buying the blue nail polish !! and nw, both my big toes are painted blue, looks WEIRD !!

andddd ~~ i finally got myself a cross necklace that i like ! yuppers ! *michelle, i'll show it to you during caregroup this week !!*


shop shop walk walk, and went to marina bay and met up with the rest !!
took a group photo before our hair got coated with a layer with oil at the mrt station !! (:

after that, we decided to walk there, which was a TERRIBLE mistake !
it's not because of the long route, but it's what happened during then !
as i was showing off to yeohyuan that how mature i look from the back,
*thats what elaine and rest said*
yeohyuan accidentally stepped on my flip-flops and it was destroyed !!!!
it took me a super difficult time to walk there,
but i decided not to let this bring my mood down as i had a fruitful afternoon in town !! xDDD

junrui was going around plucking sticks to help me tie my shoe ! hahas. i think he had a crush on me ! hahahas. joking joking !! =xx


and finally, we reached, by a bus we took mid-way.
had loads of fun during steamboat !
anw, it was the second time i went there. =xxx
took alot of stuffs and anyhow mix,
great yeohyuan, yingli and jiyong were my GREAT COOKS.
and i enjoy adding butter to the foil. xD

when we were about to eat finish,
we starting taking photographs!!
i took super alot with elaine's camera !!
i wonder how it will be when i got myself a camera !! =xx

went to the bowling place and slacked,
some played bowling,
some played pool,
some played arcade.
and heaven ! looking at the guys play the drummania, like CRAZY !!!

hahas. alrighty, im tired.

ending off,
we took bus 400 to marina mrt,
then took the mrt to yishun,
took bus 804 ,
walked home,
bathe,
here i am blogging,
and i'm gna sleep soon !



hees ! alrighty people ! i'm off !
(: i bet i'll wake up super late tmr,
but not forgetting to wake up at 7.59am and pray for 1min for my fellow friends who are having their exams at 8am. (:


okokk !! bye bye bye byee !!! ^o^



thirty-four more days` will it be the end ?

i'm back for MORE blogging. =xx

okays ! now i'm waiting for time to pass.
i'm leaving for town to meet up with my tiantian at 1330 hrs !
it's still early now. =((
should have slack more.
i've just bathe and lalala. bored.
what shld i blog about ?! hmm. what am i wearing nw.

a black sleeve-less top,
one brown skirt plus belt,
a bluish green handbag,
a cross necklace
and a butterfly ring ! hahas. =xxx

okay lahs. i think all belongs to my sister. =xxx
oh well, whats hers is mine !
whats mine is NOT her. LOL. j0kings! (:


i'm hungry i'm hungry !!
sad case, i'm down with flu !! hahas.
but nevermind, i'm like ALWAYS down with flu. =x
i think it was because i was bathing in cold water. hahas.

alrighty ! i love you people ! bye !! ^o^

steamboat bbq steamboat bbq. lalala. (:

ONE GREAT NEWS !

IM FINALLY FREE FROM EXAMS !!! xDDDD

yay yay yay ~~~~


today history paper,
luckily got on pacific war. or else i'm dead.
=DD write until my hand super pain !! =xx
but nevermind ! (: it's over !!
and i got a feeling i'm gna fail; =xx


ltr gna have steamboat ! yay !
super excited already,
just nw during history paper, keep on thinking about the food i'm gna eat. =x
heeess. live prawns plus many butter ! heavenly. (:

sad that most of my friends are not done with exams yet. =/
last chem paper for all of you !!! jiayou kkay ?!


gna meet tiantian at orchard ltr !!!
gna shop for my skirt !! hahas.
and my nice mom said i pay first, then she'll pay me back !
so nice right !!! i love my mom. =)


okiee dokiee ! i'm looking forward to the holidays !
i'm gna lie on my sofa and not move now.
bye !! ^o^


there's nothing i can do now,
so i'll just wait and see. (:

people !!! i'm back for my 3rd entry. ^o^

i'm currently arguing with tiantian about the price of steamboat at marina. i say it's $10 ! tiantian say it's $12 !! =.= suan le. tmr then see !! (:

having steamboat tomorrow !! YAY~~~
super excited. gna take loads and loads of pictures,
(with elaine's camera of course)
but tiantian and i are nt meeting up with the rest at amk.
we're going shopping first before meeting at marina ! yay.

i'm gna study for my history ltr..
i'm really really really gna study for it. =D
just nw wna study, xueting talked to me.
then lalu talked to me, ended up, no mood to study !!

tuesday might be going for bbq !
but i dno my mom gna allow me to go or not..
monday steamboat,
tuesday bbq ?!?
and maybe stayover too.. but i dont think can lah. =xx
hahas. i sure get soar throat. but i dont mind. xD


wee wee wee .
i'm off, hopefully my mama give me money for shopping tomorrow ! (:


Father, give me the strength i need. (:

i just realised, it's the 16 of the month today,
so fast.. it's 2months already.

heys !! (:

slept from 3pm all the way to 5 plus. =x
i think i can sleep much longer if my mom didn't wake me up to ask me if i wna go kbox-ing with them.. the weather is like soooooo cold ?
wrapped in my blanket; rolled into a ball.

had my dinner ! DUCK rice. (:
so yah. i will start mugging now. for my LAST paper.
wee wee wee. ^o^

gna study chapter 1 2 5 6 !
atomic bombs ! *michelle ! BOMB ! runn !! xD*
but i dont think i'll study on china*chapt 2. =x
but if essay come out chapter 2 , 3 , 4 and not even one on 1 ,5 , 6.
then i'm prepared to fail. lalalas.

tomorrow !
will be a fun day ! (:
i shall blog on it ltr at night. byebye !!


do you remember the first time you held my hand ?
sweet isn't it ? <3

wee wee wees ! (:

morning people !
i think it's gna rain ! i shall go keep my shoes . =DD

woke up EARLYYYYY in the morning.
at about 8.15am !! cause i promised my parents to have breakfast with them..
hees. i'm a very nice girl. (:

fetched my sister to tuition before going to serangoon garden for breakfast ! =D
oh yes, i just realise i didn't went for tuition for this WHOLE exam week!!


came home and here i am blogging.
no one is online. BORINGGGGGG~~~~
ltr my relatives are going kbox-ing.
but studious sheryl is gna stay at home to study HISTORY !
my one and only LAST paper ! i'm gna score for it ! >=D

ohno! i feel like sleeping now.
maybe i shall sleep for a few hours before studying..
hmms. forget it. =xx

YAY! next week tues, wed and thurs NO NEED GO SCHOOL !!
i'll sleep for hours and wake up in the afternoon ! xDD
another good news, my father is forking out 400bucks for my camera !
if over the budget, me, my sister and my mom will be paying.

planned to use wed and thurs to chiong funan or somewhere to compare the prices and models. wanted to ask david to accompany me cause he sort of know these kinda stuffs. in the end, he got BAND PRACTICE. >=(( then need to find some other days to go. i need to get it asap ! (:


okiee dookiee !
i'm here to remind everyone,

thirty SIX more days,

an important day will come !
so people, please take note !

IT's SHERYL's fifteen BIRTHDAY !! YAY!


and now, everyday open letter box.
hope to get that LETTER to make my IC. =DD
tiantian!! i'll get it first. xD and i'll haolian infront of you. lalala.
and please sing me birthday song at 12am ! or i'll be jealous ! hees. =D


was thinking about the holidays,
i guess i'll be very busy? i HOPE. hahas

november !
having what "conquer o level" thing until the 15th.
and erm herm.. MY BIRTHDAY. =DD
luckily my dearest lalu and xueting leaving for taiwan on 22nd !
can celebrate my birthday on 20th! (:
after that.. guess i'm NOT BUSY already ? ohno.

december ! ^o^
should be a fruitful month.
gna hav churchcamp on the 7th. hopefully i'll be able to go.
and then on the 17th till dno when, i'll be in taiwan !!
but i'll be back before christmas !
holiday !! YAY ! and the rest of the days, i'll be a nerd. =xxx

everyone going taiwan this year!
lalu and xueting going taiwan with school.
cindy and i going taiwan with our family !

krissy, i'll buy you the whatever beef noodle thing! (:
and FAITH ! i'm leaving SINGAPORE on your birthday ! =xx
i'll send you an SMS before i board the plane. okay? xDDD


BYE PEOPLE !!

a happy day for me ! (:

but my dearest shepherd is down with fever.. =(
please take care alright !? we will all pray for you !


had service today, was fun as usual !
after service, went to SMU and had post-exam activities.
all northeast people tgt. (:

played some games, and YAY ! the girls won. ^o^


went to the foodcourt in SMU after that.
i think the people there are super happy to see us. =x
cause finally got people. its like vacant when we reached there.

when i was suppose to go home,
i was asked to walk all the way straight and turn.
i turn turn turn, walk walk walk.
end up walking one big round ! =x
and i was like thinking, "ehh. why got another park one"

called michelle and she was laughing all the way. =x
she came down and walked me to the traffic light !
and YAYY !!! i found my way back. =DD


went to Hans for dinner with my family today,
and where was it ?
marina. SO NEAR SMU lor!!
zao zhi dao dont go home. meet them there better.


and to the final part !!!!!

a little self obsession.



&



hahas. wearing a billabong visor. (:
the credit all goes to ELAINE. hahahahas. ^o^
first time i'm wearing a cap/visor.
i always cannot wear, need to adjust super alot.
cause my head is small. =xxxx

alrighty ! (: bye people !


the desire* you seem happier w/o me.

heys!! just feel like blogging before i go sleep!! =)

tomorrow morning guess i won't be able to blog before service.
cause waking up at 8am, bathe and prepare,
leave my house at 8.45am, and meet elaine at mrt station.
after that meeting faith on the mrt,
take alllll the way to PS and meet up with michelle ! (:

have breakfast, then over for service!
tomorrow gna wear SCHOOL UNIFORM.
LOL.
cause was asked to wear, as i wear lor ! xD

imagine, walking down orchard with school uniform on a Saturday afternoon..
hmms. interesting. =D !

alright ! bye people ! God loves you and i love you too ! (:

the harder you hold on,
the harder it is to let go..


heyheyheys!
this is the third time i'm trying to post an entry!
everytime when i wna post, something will happen,
then *POOF* ! the entry disappear!

***

had amaths and physics paper today!
this makes me left with only ONE paper! (:
looking forward to the 3/3 STEAMBOAT.
those who are having exams on tues,
GOODLUCK ! i'll pray for all of you ! esp. my friends.

alrighty, my papers today..
amaths, killer of the killers!
super DIFFICULT !!! =(
leave super alot of blanks..

physics, easier than what i've expected!
xDDD should be able to pass.
at lease a 55marks. if don't have, i won't blog for a week. =x

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after my papers,
went for caregroup! (:
super fun! played a game "wugui wugui tiao".
3 vs 3 . loser grp must do forfeit.
and err. my grp lose! and 'nice' faith was nominated to do the forfeit. hahas. =D

i just realise that every friday at 4.30pm, there will be a north-east prayer meeting!
as north-east got NEa, NEb, NEc, NEd. (: and i'm in NEd2!
all will come tgt and pray lor!
first time attend this, prayed super alot recently!
prayed alot today, was so refresh after that.

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thirty-eight more days, if everything still stays like this, i'll give up hopes. i'll tell myself to stop waiting. i don't wish that we will end like this. but if this is really what you wish for, then i'll respect you.. i just hope you'll think about it. ilu`

the desire i wna be with you*.
the desire i wna be closer to God.

i'm feeling so much inside.
i just feel like going somewhere and scream my heart out.


soon, we will be like strangers, walking on the opposites of roads,
this is how you want us to turn out to be right?

Son By Four - Purest Of Pain

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice

I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know
that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

[chorus*]
Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe
carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I taste
the purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way
and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.

[chorus*x2]

Vida, give me back...

today was a lousy day for me.

had emaths paper 2 and social studies paper.

emaths paper 2 was rather difficult.
but at least i manage to fill up everything with an answer. =x

social studies paper,
i never even study !
only flip thru one chapter,
keeping peace : diplomacy and deterrence.

and HENG !
essay came out got that one.
but i didnt know what to write.
i was crapping all the way ! =x
repeating and repeating and repeating.

now, left 3 more papers to go !
amaths, physics and history.

all the best ! my physics..
dont think i'll pass. =/


nevermind !



even if you don't care.
even if you don't even like me one single bit,
i'll still wait. even if the whole world thinks that it's not worth it.
all i have to know is that i wna wait for you.
even if it takes forever and ever and ever and ever. =/
cause deep inside i know that i'll regret for life.
i've made my feelings clear to you,
and you've rather made yours clearly to me.
all these hopes might fade one day,
but not yet. not now. i'm sorry for all that i've done;
iloveyou`

steph sent me this ytd (:

today, had emaths paper 1 and biology paper.
emaths paper 1 was super easy ! (:
set by mr TONG ! my favourite teacher !

biology was a killer paper !
i never study for biology.
dead.


today was the last day for the secondary 4s.


i wanted to have that courage to pass you that letter, but i was so afraid that i'll break down in front of you, so i asked someone to pass it to you.. but somehow, i still hope that after everything, a miracle will fall on me. that one day, somehow, you'll appear in my life once again. i miss you, i really do. i might not see you again, i might not talk to you again. i dont wish this to happen, please don't alright? iloveyou` please dont say you dont.

took 4 papers, 7 more to go !
all the BEST to ME me ME and you YOU you ! xDDD

had english and chinese paper 2 today,

english was MUCH easier than mid-year. =)
set by ms karim.
**
chinese paper! omg,
one and a half hour,
30mins do close passage and those which need to fill up with numbers,
1 hour, did the two comprehension!
almost didn't have enough time to finsh the paper.
killer paper again !
set by mrs chan.

btw, both are my teachers! =D


tonight, i'll be mugging hard on my biology!
i've only studied up until enzymes,
haven even start on the rest yet.


GOD BLESS! (:


tomorrow will be the last day for the sec 4s to be in school. i'll miss them for sure. after tomorrow, i wont be able to see them anymore! =(

priscillia, I WILL MISS YOU FOR SURE! *i've blogged*

hahahahs. alrighty~ i'm super hungry now,
my dearest mother is in the mist of cooking.
YAY! love it.


tomorrow, will be the last day i'll see you.
i hope tomorrow never comes.

hey people! i'm back home!

had english and chinese paper 1 today.
english was rather alright. the topic i chose was "promises".
rather, alot of people picked that topic. =x
after talking to the rest, i was rather scared that i write out of point !

forget it.

second paper, chinese paper 1.
KILLER paper.
i dont even know what i was writing !
nothing came into my mind, i just keep on trying to make the composition as long as possible! in the end, i wrote only one page! =x


please, i dont wna fail ~


yesterday night, i was feeling rather, "not that good"
i was starting to lose faith in everything,
until when i was having my Quiet time with God,
i came across this sentence,

"He did not do many miracles there because of their lack of faith"

yupps, this was the sentence that actually woke me up.
i should have faith in everything,
He will then peform miracles. (:
so dear friends, HAVE FAITH !! * i dont mean faith*

so yes, i'm having faith now. much more than before!


when i was having caregroup last week,
a fellow sister said that she prayed before her paper, hoping that she will not sleep, and it happened,
so i gave it a try, i prayed before my paper, that i will not get sleepy when i'm doing my paper! and it really happened ! i wasnt sleepy at all during my english paper 1 (:

i was so glad !! hahas.

alrighty, my mum is sick, i hope she'll get well soon. =/


i'm willing to do stupid things before you*,
2 more days,, will i see you no more? i dont want.

yesterday was a great day.
will post the pictures up tomorrow.

today, had tuition.
after that went to junction8 and studied with xueting and david.


got to know some stuffs which totally brings my mood down.


i used to have the authority to say. but now, i cant even say a single shit.

i'm losing faith

yoyoyo !
i'm back from service. (:
EARLY RIGHT?

actually is because today having celebration.
for my ahma's birthday! (:
she's 70years old this year! i love her!

hmms.
four of my cousins, my sister and i share money and bought her a phone!
and my sister made some rose thing, using dno what paper and a birthday card !!

LOOK !



the flowers ! so pretty ~




the CARD !!! (:


muahahahs. we're going to marine parade for dinner.
booked two tables, having ala carte buffet. (: yuppers!!!


oh yes oh yes! i'm gna post a picture every day on my upcoming of my
"folding heart project".

muahahahas. i haven fold any today yet.
but i will before i go to bed. (:



i added 16 lime green hearts! i folded it before i went to bed. adding some contrasting colours! nice not? xP hahas.

i'll need to prepare for the dinner soon !

so alrighty people! i love you and you love me!


something i learnt during service today,

get FAT ! (:

F for faithful,
A for available,
T for teachable.

heeeesssss. xDDD *super big GRIN*

SHERYL CHUA :)
21nov90
MI
hopechurch
x_sheryl16@hotmail.com
i love my boyfriend:)